I am ...well.  Seems strange to say.

Though essentially doing the same job as before, my stress level has dropped considerably.  I deal with a fraction of the number of customers I used to have.  After two months they taught me how to handle orders from our shop, something they had just started to teach the last guy after nine.  Barely three and ( Read more... )

I am now employed in the parts department of Empire Nissan.  At about $400 more a month than I made before, take home.  Win.

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There's a nice, young, pretty girl who has flat out told me she's interested.  So why do I feel nothing?

I made her cry when she told me.  I didn't mean to.  She apologized to me the next day, as if it were her fault.  Said she didn't want it to change our friendship.  Yet she's still trying.  I'm attempting to handle it politely, but it seems ( Read more... )

I have cast aside the crutch beneath me, now I just hope I am truly ready to walk alone.

I turned in my key to the store today.  After seven years it's finally over.  I don't know where I'm going or what to do, but I never would have moved on unless I did this.

In all honesty I'm scared out of my mind right now.

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A friend I've met recently, talking about her daughter and her boyfriend:
"I'm just waiting for Chris to come sweep her off of her feet."  She then looks at me, "I like you much better."

Ha!  Her daughter is 21, and very hot.  Best compliment I've got in a while.

In other news, I quit my job.  September will be my last month.  I don't know where I'm ( Read more... )

Yes, I seem to have been abandoning my Journal. I didn't mean for it to happen, just kind of did. I protested for years, but now I have to admit that I really like Facebook. I'm constantly connected to friends and family I rarely see, as well as those I see all of the time. It's integrated into my phone, and I love it. I barely touch the laptop ( Read more... )

Things at work, well, all of a sudden, work=shit+fan.  I don't know what's going to happen, but all indications point to me quitting within two weeks.  Six and a half years seems to amount to nothing.

I'm so conflicted, because now Mom relies on me to make the house payment.  But I can't stand it any longer.  Two months ago we "demoted" me, in order ( Read more... )

It's been a very long time since I've sat at a bar alone and sang all night.  I don't miss it.

It's strange the friends I've gathered with this karaoke obsession.  I make three shows a week by the same owner, and hang out with the people that work for him and their friends/family.  I'm glad I found them by chance, a friend-of-a-friend runs the show ( Read more... )

Will these dreams ever stop?  It seems every time I'm about to forget my mind sees fit to remind me.  So here I am, wide awake at 6:30, depressed, frightened, and angry.

How can one move on when their own subconscious wishes them to suffer?

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Official LJ client for Android!  Woot!

Needs a few things, but I should be able to post more now.

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